200908, Saturday.
Today i had a bad day....i just broke off wit my guy, due to some problems tat we had...i ask him for break coz i noe tat our relationship won't last long...so darling, i dont want to hurt ur feeling, n in relationship...we need to trust each other, its seems like u don't trust me....okie i noe u concern abt me....but i had enough wif u coz all the small matters u make it big....COME ON!!!i noe u still love me but u need to understand me k darling...i'm realli sorie for making u feel bad....n darling, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING DEAR!!!realli appreciate it alot!.
At 1500 pm, Saturday.
He wanna meet me for the last time....i realli feel bad abt tis....izzit my fault????hmmm....when he reach under my block, he quickly hug me tight!!!!awww...i realli miss him alot!!!!n i cry non stop!!!!OMG!!!seriously i make him cry...n i feel guilty abt tat...we talk abt our memories tat we have been together for 5 mth+, DAMN!!!! n left only 5 MORE DAYS TO OUR 6 MTH ANNIVERSARY!!wat a waste sia...we realli have alot of memories...actually we plan to wear the WHITE for this year Hari Raya..we bought it aready...but its a waste!!!haiz....P.S: i really miss the old u, n i hope u understand me....n i wanna say really2 sorie for what i've done to u. After meeting him...in a sudden Ashton called me n ask me for out...n he cheer me up...n i really appreciate it...i meet him at city hall control station...omg!!!i realli like his new looks!!!damn hot dude!!!hehe...we when to marina n break fast together at marina square food court...i think today is my bad day coz..what i do today is like everything seems wrong, my ez-link card cannot tap for 2 times, the food tat i buy is salty, my teh tarik is taste bitter...omg!!!this is how i feel wen i'm not in the mood...but luckily erwan a.k.a ashton cheer me up...n he treat me to watch a movie...n we watch a Disaster Movie...its really funny yet stupid...i really enjoy my day today...n thanks for cheering me up dear.....i reach hme abt 12+...my eyes can't open coz i cry alot...so i just straight away sleep...hehe...tired day huh!?
(This is the picture tat we took today)

his HOT!!!argh!!!
really miss him lots!!
after watching movie
Erwan A.K.A Ashton!!!haha heart u dude!